November:
Ugh! The waiting! The
waiting while you are trying to conceive is more excruciating than any test or
procedure you could possibly endure. I
am yet again waiting. Waiting to see if
my OPT was correct, waiting to see if my bbt chart really does show that I
finally ovulated, waiting for the call from the doctor’s office to hear that my
monthly blood draw shows that I did indeed ovulate, waiting to hear that there is even a chance I
could be pregnant. I feel like I am
constantly waiting. Patience is a virtue
that I am running low on these days.
Struggling to conceive is physically and emotionally exhausting, as is
constantly living in this limbo. Time
will tell what God’s plan is for me. I
am doing my best to give it up to him. Give him my fears, my sorrow, my
worries.
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