Sometimes things suck. ( 1. I know I can be so eloquent with my writing. 2. I am sure any ladies or men for that matter going through fertility treatments or any sort of life altering experience in which they have absolutely no control, can relate to that statement.) Another month of treatment, needle pokes, sonograms and crazy side effects sucks. Paying full price for the first time for all of my medications... yikes! SUCKS! Another two week wait ending with the taking of a test, praying to see two little lines sucks. Knowing at some point(s) (the plural is probably more accurate) I will probably cry for no reason and/or at a completely inappropriate time because all of the stress I am under and hormones being pumped into me make me a teensy bit cray cray... plus I am not perfect and tend to feel a little sorry for myself every once in awhile... either way...you guessed it; it sucks.
I heard a song on the radio today "He Said' by Group 1 Crew. Funny how these things always find a way of coming on right when I need to hear them...The lyrics that really stuck out were:
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God keeps his promises. While I feel like I am definitely being bent. (and those who know me know that I am sooo not bendy.... I can barely touch my toes) I won't be broken. My life (other than this fertility struggle) ROCKS! My family and friends are amazing, my job, coworkers and boss are incredible, my house is adorable.... I really don't have much to complain about.
So what do we do when things are sucky? We get a little weird. :) I come from a a long line of weird, which I am extremely thankful for and have married into even more weird! (Trust me all of you I am calling weird I mean it as the most high of compliments. Oops, I didn't actually call you out... ok... Mom, Kathy, Kylee, Amanda, Ashley and Ayrin. Hell throw in Hurley and Emma, my sweet little nieces. They are next generation weird. :) hehehe! It's officially out there... you are all incredibly strange and I love each of you for it. You remind me daily not to take myself too seriously. Life is gift and it is meant to be enjoyed. Thank you for the fun and light that you bring into my world :) I will rock this paper drape for as many months as I have to as Austin and I work to build a family. You guys make it all a little easier!
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