Espere Dos Semanas

Spanish for two week wait.  I am so sick of typing two week wait, though not nearly as sick of living in it.  I figured I would spice it up with some Espanol! It sounds a little sexier and less sucky in Spanish.

Here we are again.  Waiting to see what happens. So far so good.  No post ovulation issues this cycle so that is a HUGE improvement.  Only time will tell.

I have noticed that i had gotten into this nasty little habit of saying "it is what it is", when discussing bad situations, this fertility stuff included.  I decided that was depressing when you really think about it, that sounds like I am a victim of my circumstance and tough titties to me, because I'm doomed to live it out forever.

I know that isn't true so I have changed my thinking and my tag line!

What will be, will be... now that sounds like there is a plan. (I am a total planner so I NEED this!) I need to know that I am on a path to find my future and I must continue along, regardless of obstacles encountered. This says I have faith in God and the plans he has for me. 

Bonus.. it is a Doris Day song, which reminds me of watching old movies with my sisters and Grandma Cassel, which makes me happy.  It helps make what might begin to feel like unfortunate circumstances, not 100% better, ( I just did some word smithing with my mantra, I didn't save the world ), but definitely a little less sucky. 

Thankful for good old Doris and G'ma Cassel. ( I suppose I should add Papa too.  He was usually forced to turn off baseball to let his granddaughters watch musicals, which are not his favorite. Love you both!)