Waiting..Waiting..Waiting...

I know I have already blogged about this. The endless waiting that comes with trying to conceive.  As always my life is full of waiting.

I am waiting yet again to see if I can grow a folli big enough for my injection
I am also waiting on the center to schedule my consultation
The Center is waiting on my patient file from my doctor
Then I will be waiting on a test result...again

On and on this waiting game goes. I have really begun to despise waiting.  I am not sure that I am still at a point where I am strengthening and developing my capacity for patience.  I feel as though I am reaching my limits and it is now being challenged.

Today on my way back to work  John Waller's song, While I'm Waiting, played on the radio.   I knew this song from the movie, "Fireproof", and the first time I thought it was pretty, but it didn't stand out to me. Today when I heard it, I couldn't help but feel moved.  All of  it's lyrics spoke to my current situation, but it also reminded me that waiting isn't always a bad thing. It also reminded me to not be idle in my waiting or to forget what my ultimate goal is.  To know God. Yes, I am waiting, but this means I have more time to fill in persuit of him. To anyone else waiting, and feeling their patience wearing thin, I definitely reccomend this song as a reminder that good things truely do come to those that wait. :)